simple love

July 31st, 2008

kmrn mlm gw diajakin the-one-who-think-he-is-not-an-emo muter2

niat cm mo nyari makan

saking niatnya smp nyari makan aja jauh bgt

tp gw jd tau rasanya nasi kucing (norak! hehehe…)

trs diajakin ke wapres

udh jlnnya malam

gw pake celana pendek pula

pdhl kan angin malam g baik buat kesehatan gw ;p

but i enjoy the time

apalagi di wapres pas lg malam sastra

ada yg bacain puisi ini

puisi favorit gw wkt SMA

jd keinget lg…

AKU INGIN

Oleh: Sapardi Djoko Darmono


Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada



i want a simple love like that

always giving never asking back

the simple love

that holds us together

it’s a simple truth

that sets us free

there’s a place we are bound

and they call it forever

it’s a simple love

between you and me

who the hell is "you"?

sometimes love doesn’t feel like it

July 26th, 2008

Why (sometimes) when you love someone, you have to let them go?

Why is it that the desire to be desired takes you so badly that you feel you could die of it?

Is it love when another person’s needs become more important than your own?

And if love grows by giving… is the love that we give away the only
love we keep?

Is the only way to retain love to give it away?

Do you give the kind of love you dream of receiving?

Now why is it that it only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a
lifetime to forget someone?

(I really hate myself for this one.. Yeah,
hate is a strong word, I know.. I really try not to abuse it..)

Is it possible to lay aside a confirmed passion?

Is there a spirit wounded so deeply that love cannot heal it?

Are you responsible only for those you love?

How about those who love you?

If you have love, do you need anything else?

And if you don’t have love, does it matter what else you have?

Can gravity be held responsible for people falling in love?

 

Whenever I try to reason about love, I lose my reason…

This love saturday, I wish you enough faith to get through the love that doesn’t feel like it…

secret admirer 2

July 25th, 2008

cerita secret admirer gw ada sekuelnya nihh!

hehehe…

kmrn bangun jam 9.. (buset dah kebo bgt!)

trs langsung mandi

pas mo lanjutin kerjain DF iseng aja ngecek pintu kamar dulu

kli2 ada tempelan lg

eh beneran ada! (asikkk! ;p)

ada 2 lembar kertas poem lg sm CD

langsung aja CDnya gw putar

dengerin lagu2ny…

bagus!

gw suka sm pilihan lagunya

he must have a very good sense of music

he or she ya?

mgkn gak sih secret admirer gw cewek?

mungkinlah ya…

gw kan digemari pria disukai wanita…

hahaha…

Cheerz1768

ada 1 lagu yang gw kurang setuju

dia masukin stolennya dashboard confessional


We watch the season Pull up it’s own stakes
And catch the last weekend Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only Grand Farewells
Crush the best one Of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ball room floor We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all Will sleep well
Sleep Well, Sleep Well, Sleep Well, Sleep Well

you have stolen
you have stolen
you have stolen my heart

I Watch you spin around In your highest heels
You are the best one Of the best ones
And We All Look Like We Feel

you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart


gw dituduh nyuri !!!

parahhhh!

emg gw pny tampang pencuri ya?

maniss gini jg…

so sorry if you think i have stolen your heart

i don’t mean it

really!

i just try to be nice to everyone…

*muka innocent mode on*

sebenarnya gw makin curiga sm groupies gw

soalnya cm mereka yg tau klo my body is a wonderland

tp gw g punya bukti

ngapain nuduh mereka

g bakal ngaku jg

yang ada jg mereka cm ngakak2 g jelas

pokonya awas aja klo beneran mereka…

skrg anak2 kosan jd sering senyum2 g jelas ke gw

“nadya sering bgt sih dpt kiriman”

pdhl baru jg 2 kali…

bahkan mas2 warung yg di depan aja tau

“mbak nadya kmrn dapat kembang ya… dari sapa tuh? ”

waduuhhh…

good thing for today :

  • tugas DF gw akhirnya diterima.. senang skali!

bad things for today :

  • gw kena flu!!! gara2 begadang seminggu kerjain DF.. hidung gw meler.. capekkk…
  • td sempat nimbang berat badan di ruang dosen.. gw naik sekilo!!! hiks..hiks.. harus ngurangin makan nih.. program diet hrs kembali dijalankan! smangattt!!!

secret admirer

July 23rd, 2008

when i was in highschool i used to think about how if i have a secret admirer
how would it feel?
someone who watch you
in silent and secretly
is it fun?
or scared?
but i never truly feel it
until yesterday…

bangun jam 8 pagi
mulet kanan kiri
berusaha mengembalikan kesadaran gw yg udh g tau kmn
duduk di depan laptop
lanjut kerjain tugas DF yg g beres2 dr kmrn
yg udh bikin gw begadang 3 hr
yg bikin liburan ini g tenang
masiihhh aja buka buku
karna laper akhirnya gw mandi
niat mo nyari makan, jam 11 gw kluar dr kamar
buka pintu
krriieettt… (maksa bgt bunyinya)

“busettt! sapa nih yg nempel selebaran di depan pin..tu… gu..e…???”
“…”
“…”
“… ???”

tangan gw gemetaran
mulut nganga
mata melotot
syukur msh ingat napas








WHAT IS THIS ???”

gila!

GAK MUNGKIN!!!

OMG!!!

Cheerz1751_1

Cheerz1752_2

gw berdiri diam mlongo
trs jongkok n mlongo lg
trs berdiri lg msh smbl mlongo
gw tiba2 jd idiot
bloon
g bs mikir
kaget
panik
senang
speechless

kertas itu ada tulisannya
semacam poem gt
g ada namanya
cm ditepi2nya ada tulisan secret message secret admirer

omigodd…
mawar!!!
mawar merah!!!
mawar merah benerannn!!!
bilang gw norak!
tp sapa yg g jd norak klo ada 2 mawar merah hidup, kertas yg isinya poem, ditempel di depan pintu, n g tau sapa yg ngirim!!!

lama bgt gw liatin kertas2 itu…
lamaaa bgt…
smbl mikir sapa yg nempelin itu di depan pintu
but i have no idea!

now i live in curiousity…
who is this man?
what would i feel when i know him?
what will happend?
will it be better?
or it better if just like now?
stay silent…
live secretly…


Oh, secret admirer


When you’re around the autumn feels like summer


How come you’re always messing up the weather?


Just like you do to me…

buat groupies gw :
awas klo ketauan trnyata klian yg isengin gw !!!

the prince and me

July 21st, 2008

Prince
semalaman begadang ngerjain tugas DF
baru tidur jam stengah 4 pagi
kerjain tugas sambil nonton tv
ada film the prince & me
jdnya keterusan nonton…
film lama tp tetep enak buat ditonton
another fairytale with happy ending

The title says it all. This is a classic Cinderella story about a hardworking girl from the Wisconsin dairy farm who wants to go to medical school but falls for a handsome and charming foreign exchange student who happens to be a prince in disguise. Does the course of true love run smooth? Not at first. Do they live happily ever after? What do you think?

I’m a sucker for a good romantic comedy, and this one did it for me.
The Prince & Me is a light-hearted romp through every young girl’s fantasy, but it also carries with it an enchanting moral.

how a woman should be strong and puts herself first
she just doesn’t settle for The Prince…
she goes out and makes her dreams come true

when i was a young girl
i dreamed about that too
meet the handsome prince, falling in love, married, and life happily ever after
just like another fairytale with happy ending

get older and it’s been gone
another dreams come over me
and i don’t dream too much about any happy ending stories again
when you think you have the happiest moment in life
you’ll better prepare yourself for the worst things may happen
life is about facing problems
and how you treat all those problems
be wise
be patient
be faithfull that God knows the best
and you’ll get the happy end

somehow i think there are some similarities between me and Paige
a medical college student
serious & hardworking (???)
try hard to make my dreams come true(????)
pretty (?????)

the worst part is…
their kiss just before the end credits
is been sencored

soulmate?

July 19th, 2008

soulmate - natasha bedingfield

Incompatible, it don’t matter though
‘cos someone’s bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You’re not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you’re in disguise


Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There’s enough for everyone
But I’m still waiting in line

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They’re all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

 

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soulmate - dre

Like the wind you blow threw me

Every time I see you smile

your caress refreshes me

Like a morning dew

I’d never knew that you’d be

All the things that I need

Didn’t know that you’d show me

your emotion, so complete

Tell you all the nights I prayed for this day

Curious about the way you’d feel

Now that your here I’m asking myself

How could you be real

Today is here and yesterday is gone

Don’t you ever leave me alone

Is it destiny, or is it fate

or have I found my soul mate

Is this only the beginning

Tell me is there more to come

Let it be true that you are the, one I’ve waited for

You’ve shown me hoe to see

endless possibilities

Loving the here and now

Still I can’t hardly wait

Can’t tell you all the nights

I’ve prayed for this day

Curious about the ay you’d feel

Now that your here I’m asking myself

How could you be real

Today is here and yesterday is gone

Don’t you ever leave me alone

Is it destiny or is it fate

or have I found my soul mate

My heart,  Lead me,  To you

It’s true and now we have to choose

What to do with this blessing

Sent from up above

I’m so thankful for your love

Can’t tell you all the nights

I’ve prayed for this day

Curious about the ay you’d feel

Now that your here I’m asking myself

How could you be real?

Today is here and yesterday is gone

Don’t you ever leave me alone

Is it destiny or is it fate

or have I found my soul mate

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soulmate - no use for a name

Monday morning you woke up crying
The outcome of a stupid line, oh-oh
Said by some asshole on the street
It wasn’t me, it wasn’t you
It wasn’t anybody you knew, is it
Your old friend insecurity?
The one companion that stuck by your side since you were born
Tuesday night you were in a fight
The same old argument, black and white
It’s something that’s eating your inside
It’s not the food, it’s not the booze
It isn’t anything consumed, so is it
Becoming a problem you can’t hide
So every time yo uthought that you were wrong you were right
The devil on your shoulder gives you strength in paranoia
The countless times you call a few
Your best friend till the end of time
They’ll always be there by your side
Solidify conditions you’ve abused
What that means, you’ll never have a clue
More than just a life-long friend
No social life, I guess we can pretend
It’s not like I care, but anyway
You always wanna leave, you never wanna stay
‘Cause you think if you drink too much then you will lose it
You’ll drink your security away
The one companion that stuck by your side since you were born
The little voice inside your head, annoying and confusing
That somehow tells you what to do
Socially you’ve lost your mind and basically you’re out of time
You try to build so much, it breaks on you
What that means, you’ll never have a clue

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soulmate - wikipedia

Soulmate (or soul mate) is a term sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, friendship, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality and/or compatibility. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul – which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one’s soul, for which all souls are driven to find and join. However, not everyone who uses these terms intends them to carry such mystical conotations.

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sebenarnya td iseng aja pgn search lirik soulmate-nya natasha bedingfield
pas baca liriknya jd  pgn nulis
soalnya soulmate mnurut gw suatu hal yg susah dipahami
msh tetap sebuah tanda tanya
ada yg percaya soulmate
tp bnyk jg yg gak

what is soulmate?
the one companion that stuck by your side since you were born?

how do we find the perfect fit?
how do we know he/she is our soulmate?
do the one we merried is our soulmate?
is there a soulmate for everyone?
is there only one soulmate for everyone?
that soulmate thing…
a never ending mystery about woman and man relationship

do i believe in soulmate?

gw org yg bermimpi dan berharap
gw percaya dgn bermimpi dan berharap paling gak gw udh pny dasar yg cukup kuat utk mewujudkannya menjadi kenyataan
gw percaya orang yang bermimpi dan berharap dengan segenap hati adalah orang yang bahagia
berbeda dengan orang lain yg melogikakan semuanya
dengan melogikakan semuanya,
tidak perlu ada yang namanya harapan
semuanya akan terlihat more
simple…. but less magical

i do…